READER x NORWAY Vulnerable memories

READER x NORWAY
'we want to believe this is how it was........'

"I want to know IF this was really how HE was...."

____Name____ looked up her dark ____(E/C)___ orbs stared at the velvet night sky littered with sparking stars , she took in a deep breath as she looked at the tattered picture in her hand , a long deep sigh escaped her lips as she recalled a memory from long ago...

FLASH BACK

"Lukas, Lukas why don't you smile for once?" a Girl with __(H/C)____ tumbling locks asked a blond boy one day.
The said boy turned around and his dull blue eyes stared back at her pretty__(E/C)___ ones that sparkled and matched her lips that were formed into her trademark smile, oh how he wanted that sort of happiness but the masks that covers his emotions always pulled him back he wants to break away but is scared to get hurt again.

"What do you mean?" he replied in his normal low monotone voice while his blonde hair danced in the cool Norwegian wind

"Well for all the time we been friends since middle school I never seem to recall you smiling  so what happened because I'm sure you where not like this before something must have happened?" she suggested but was oblivious to the dark look that crossed the young teens face as his head hung but lifted back up again masking the sudden emotion with his normal pokerface and not really listening to her continue on "........ So why not now?" was the last thing he heard before he felt a sudden movement before he noticed that her hands on both his cheeks and pulling them up to form a smile

"You know you would look better if you smiled " she went on still holding his cheeks
" But I can't " he thought
" I wish you would tell me more about your self and your problems you never tell me anything ....." she went on
" I wish I could tell you but I cant bring myself to...." he silently thought to himself
" I don't even know your parents or your family _"
"WACK"
he squatted her hand hard off his cheeks
"OWW" she rubbed her hand and looked up at him "why you do that?"
"Don't talk about them I DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THEM !"  He snapped as tears went flying from his dull blue eyes the first time in many years as he remembers all the pain that he had endured from he collapsed and curled up into a ball tears staining his face .
----name----- looked at his form it was the  first time she seen him like this she has finally unlocked his emotions but it was the wrong key through the wrong door . she kneeled next to him holding him guilt welled up in her heart as she know she stepped on a land mind a mistake she swore she would never make again as she stroked his silky hair and hugged the teen close to her.
"Thats right Lukas let it out tell me all about it you don't have to keep it in you all the time please Lukas tell me" she whispered to him as he cried on her shoulder........

"Your not alone anymore but you were never alone to start with because I will always be there"

End flashback

___Name ___ sighed again she remember how Lukas told her about his past painful childhood  she also remember how at the end of the day he said "Thanks for breaking through the mask to reach me " with that he walked away and she didn''t see him as much until she found out he went on a trip from his friend Emil who he always saw him as a little brother she looked down at the tattered picture of her beloved blonde when he was a young boy playing in a field of flowers with two adults that he seemed to resembled and the biggest smile was plastered on the blonde child's lips and his deep blue eyes where so lively that if you stared at them long enough you would think that you could see waves in them .
----Name--- gently put the old picture down and smiled
"Lukas I wonder where are you now you been gone so long I wonder what you are thinking right now  ?"

"We want to believe that this is how it was"
" I want to believe this was how HE WAS....."
Emil purple hues gazed into the faded picture that was old and tattered he  stared at it hard and studied the people in the picture who was  he recognized that it was a family  an happy one too and small blonde boy smiling so wide it was ear splitting .
Emil smiled and layed the picture down on the coffee table he remembered the first time that Lukas was accepted part of his family and everyone knew the boy was hard at cracking any emotion because of Lukas own terrible family past and the death of his parents caused Lukas to be shut behind and door that masked his emotions he never really talked but took good care of Emil when he was still young like an older brother one day Emil promised himself to see a smiling lukas because he deserved it he hoped that some one will unlock the box of emotions and pul the weight off the world of his older brothers shoulders.
He want to see Lukas like in the picture how he was before smiling ...
and Emil did one day he was thankful that ---name---was the one that unlocked Lucas too
Lukas left to travel to be free and experience more about the world
"I wonder where he is now? "

"EMIL IM HOME" a voice shouted " IM GOING TO SAY HI TO ___Name___ SOON ITS BEEN YEARS BUT  I TALK TO YOU AT DINNER"